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Afraid of moonlight and night rain 
my granny drinks gin. Her feet grope 
the sidewalk for terra firma. She leans 
like that tower in Italy 
to offset the gin then looks at me 
through a veil of names 
but can’t remember who I am.
My brother wears a suit and drinks coffee 
at Starbucks so people will think 
he’s a success. Afraid of being poor 
and eating cabbage every day 
he marinates Spam in white wine 
and dreams of winning a lottery.
My mother speaks French and 
plays the piano like a native. She owns a shop 
based on the theory that everyone looks good 
in black lace underwear. Afraid of reality, 
she sips sherry from a Wedgwood vase 
hoping to deceive the help.
My father is an enigma variation. 
He suffers self-denial until noon 
then drinks premeditated wine and finishes 
other people’s sentences. He’s afraid to die 
because the temperature in hell
will blister the paint on his Mercedes.
My sister got a broken heart
from living in South Africa. 
She takes medication now  
but still sees giant lizards 
behind the furniture and is mortally afraid 
of garden hoses.
I write poems and sip Absinthe 
While staring out my window 
at cement walls. Afraid of surprises, 
I find cement, unlike everything else
is predictable. 

Very strong piece, especially loved the imagery in the second stanza. Nice work ?
I really liked this.
Makes being an actuary look attractive.
Very visual and powerful. Of all the poems I’ve read here this one moves me the most.
Really well done! Worth more than one read through. Loved it!